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Ernesto Salayandía García

DESPU√ČS DE UNA SANTA GUARAPETA de estar tragando alcohol como cosaco, inhalando coca√≠na como degenerado, tomando Tafil a cada rato e inyect√°ndome un mundo de morfina sint√©tica, m√°s el cumulo de cigarros que me chutaba, ca√≠a como muerto, eran demasiados d√≠as en la parranda, los excesos al m√°ximo y en extremo, de lo mal que me sent√≠a, una cruda horrible por el abuso del vodka, las mal comidas y mal dormidas por andar en la fiesta, me dec√≠a una y otra vez a m√≠ mismo. ‚ÄĒJuro que no vuelvo tomar. Lo juro. Y al poco rato me curaba la cruda con un clamatito con Coronita, un pasecito de coca, una arponeada de Nubain, un par de Tafiles y varios cigarros. ‚ÄĒVuelve a la vida. Y va de nuez, a seguir la fiesta como si nada hubiera pasado, ahora, agregado y aumentado.

TODOS LOS EXCESOS SON MALOS

TODO EL COCTEL de sustancias t√≥xicas generaba en m√≠ una depresi√≥n total, sin ganas de nada, sin √°nimos, no hab√≠a poder humano que me sacara de la cama y de ese cuadro mediocre, ahora lo s√©, el alcohol, la coca√≠na, la morfina, el Tafil, los cigarros y mi compulsi√≥n, en su conjunto, me robaban un mundo de energ√≠a. Por ello, ca√≠a rendido, sin fuerzas, sin √°nimos, duraba m√°s de cinco d√≠as tumbado en depresi√≥n, entraba al pantano de las arenas movedizas. Secuestrado por mis pensamientos patol√≥gicos, psic√≥ticos, h√≠per enfermo, ahora lo confirmo, mi celotipia infernal, mis pensamientos recurrentes y obsesivos encontraban en la sustancia el combustible para activar mis pel√≠culas de terror. Tuve que vivir mi propia experiencia, volverme loco, perder el sano juicio y alejarme de una personalidad sensata y prudente. Comet√≠ una serie de tonter√≠as por mis delirios de persecuci√≥n, la loca de la azotea; es decir, mi mente enferma, escrib√≠a esos guiones diab√≥licos que casi me cuestan la vida y que por poco, hubiera yo asesinado a mi esposa, recuerdo que un d√≠a escuche, que ella hab√≠a dicho que yo necesitaba ayuda psiqui√°trica. Debido a mis actos, resulta, que me ofend√≠ por el diagnostico, que no era para menos, lleno de ira, descargue mi furia y procese una demanda penal en su contra por difamaci√≥n de honor. ¬ŅTe imaginas?

ME PREND√ć DEL TAFIL Y DE OTROS F√ĀRMACOS

FUI DE TODO y sin medida, como diría José José, por el abuso en el consumo de cocaína inhalada, así como el marihuano, encuentra relax con la Clonacepan, yo recurría al Tafil, lo que me permitía. No es receta, sentirme mejor, pero el fármaco me atrapo, me hundí en depresión y en pensamientos recurrentes, comencé a usar Valium, Lexotan, Ribotil que es muy fuerte y toda una gama comandada por el Tafil, la mayor parte del tiempo, andaba dopado, como levitando, drogado, el rebote era inmediato y drástico. Mi aspecto físico denotaba el abuso en los fármacos, por supuesto, con la coca y el alcohol, parecía yo el gerente de una funeraria, con cara de muerto, amarillo, ojeroso, triste, amargado, desganado, con lo blanco de los ojos café cenizo, deprimido, sin luz ni chispa por la vida, muerto en vida, atrapado en un callejón sin salida.

CUMPLO EN MAYO DE ESTE A√ĎO, 22 A√ĎOS LIMPIO, LIBRE DE DROGAS

S√Č QUE EL TIEMPO no es recuperaci√≥n, no son la acumulaci√≥n de a√Īos lo que te dan sobriedad. En mi opini√≥n la recuperaci√≥n se mide en los hechos, no basta con tapar la botella, o hablar y hablar de lo que no se tiene, la derrota es de todos los d√≠as, como el compromiso de cambio, el ser, con hechos: un buen esposo, compa√Īero y amigo, un buen padre, ejemplo, ecu√°nime y digno. Adem√°s de buen ciudadano, honesto, alejado de las conductas toxicas como el chisme, el levantar falsos, la envidia, la intriga, ser tranza, corrupto, lejos de la hipocres√≠a y de la doble cara. Dar lo mejor de uno mismo a los dem√°s, servir con alegr√≠a, sin inter√©s y tener un crecimiento basado en los valores y las buenas costumbres, la recuperaci√≥n, son hechos y no buenas razones. De lengua, me como un taco.

¬ŅPOR QU√Č RECAE EL RECA√ćDO?

A M√ć ME COST√ď mucho trabajo derrotarme, soy reca√≠do, tuve que vivir mi propio proceso, hoy no me las doy de muy cuco, pero de acuerdo a mi propia experiencia, comprendo que somos muchos los del problema, pero pocos, los elegidos, con la soluci√≥n. No se trata de que los grupos de autoayuda no funcionen, al igual que cl√≠nicas y centros de rehabilitaci√≥n, donde comprobado est√°, que de cada diez internos, nueve recaen. En cuanto a los grupos de autoayuda, la mayor√≠a, son aves de paso, que juegan al bote pateado, pisan la base, duran poco tiempo, luego vuelan; otros, se quedan, aprenden al pie de la letra toda la literatura, se convierten en padrinos de padrinos, en madrinas de madrinas. Pero en sus casas con un verdadero fraude por sus p√©simas relaciones familiares, por el mal manejo de la comunicaci√≥n y quieren convivir a programazos con la familia. Les sale el tiro por la culata, se llenan de soberbia espiritual, convirti√©ndose en farol de la calle, oscuridad de su casa, en el grupo son luz, en sus casas, tinieblas y tormentas. ¬ŅConoces a alguien as√≠...? ¬ŅT√ļ eres as√≠?

NO BASTA CON TAPAR LA BOTELLA

UN ADICTO SE siente merecedor, con derecho a los reflectores y a que le pongan la alfombra roja, llega a su casa despu√©s de tres meses de proceso, pero sin la m√°s m√≠nima piscacha de humildad, lleno de soberbia, se siente merecedor, es un chabalote de 30 o 40 a√Īos. Es irreverente, rebelde e ingobernable, dominado por sus conductas t√≥xicas, irritable, agresivo, cr√≠tico, se siente intocable, es dominado por la pereza f√≠sica y mental, es tipo aislado con p√©sima comunicaci√≥n, irresponsable, refugiado en sus pensamientos cuadrados con actitudes mediocres. Sin duda est√° pr√≥ximo a consumir, a jugar la parte, a hundirse m√°s y m√°s en las garras de esta maldita enfermedad, perra, perversa del alma. Mientras la familia, pierde el control de la situaci√≥n, se conduce hacia √©l, o ella, con miedo, lo tratan con pincitas, todo sigue igual o peor debido a que no hay recuperaci√≥n, ni en la familia, ni en el adicto, solo hay que esperar a que el hilo se reviente por lo m√°s delgado.

LOS VIEJOS MOLDES

EL ADICTO a la marihuana, al cristal, al sexo, a la pornograf√≠a, al alcohol, a la comida, a las pastillas, a las personas, al juego, a las mentiras, a matar, al enga√Īo, el adicto en general, no se recupera por arte de magia. No es un resfriado, se trata de una enfermedad sumamente compleja, hay quienes se fijan buenos prop√≥sitos para el a√Īo y no pueden cumplir. ‚ÄĒBajar de peso, por ejemplo. Dejar las pastillas, dejar de tomar, dejar la droga, dejar una relaci√≥n toxica; en fin, son muy contadas las personas que logran cumplir sus objetivos. La mayor√≠a no sale del pantano porque no rompen con los viejos moldes, no pueden o no quieren. Hace un par de semanas, conoc√≠ a Manuel de 49 a√Īos, un adicto que consume 300 pesos de cristal inhalado, pudo llorar y llorar por las secuelas que el consumo le ha provocado, como sus delirios de persecuci√≥n. ‚ÄĒMe estoy volviendo loco. Le di mi propia experiencia, as√≠ como una serie de sugerencias para bajar la ansiedad, le recomend√© que fuera a una sesi√≥n diaria un grupo de 24 horas de Alcoh√≥licos An√≥nimos. Le di todo un manual para la desintoxicaci√≥n y le regal√© mi libro La saliva del diablo. El buen amigo no regreso a mi estudio, su adicci√≥n, es de vida o muerte, son pensamientos patol√≥gicos, psic√≥ticos, recurrentes, est√°n poniendo en riesgo su vida y la de sus familiares, es de alto peligro. El regalo que me da Manuel es recordarme de d√≥nde vengo, de mis delirios y de mis perdidas, llegue a pesar menos de 50 kilos. Una vez mi mujer me llev√≥ a ver un medio internista en la Cl√≠nica del Centro, en la ciudad de Chihuahua. Ella iba embarazada de mi hijo Gabriel que ahora tiene 24 a√Īos. Cuando el doctor me vio, le pidi√≥ a mi mujer que pasara al privado. Yo me qued√© en la recepci√≥n y le dijo a mi mujer. ‚ÄĒSe√Īora, no se espante, su marido tiene SIDA. As√≠ me vio el galeno, todo fregado, mi aspecto f√≠sico, no era para menos. Mi esposa entr√≥ en shock, el diagn√≥stico fue por dem√°s impactante, me reproch√≥ con llanto, furia, dolor y miedo. La corr√≠ del consultorio y desde la ventana, la ve√≠a llorando como loca en la calle, junto con una de mis hermanas que nos hab√≠a acompa√Īado. Ella estaba incontrolable por el impactante diagn√≥stico, Gracias a Dios no tengo SIDA. Ni ella, ni mi hijo Gabos, pero esa era la fotograf√≠a que el doctor hab√≠a interpretado y de una manera sumamente irresponsable le hab√≠a dicho a mi mujer. ‚ÄĒPero, sin duda, muy certero, tra√≠a a los zopilotes volando alrededor de mi cabeza.

NO QUIERE O NO PUEDE

Definitivo, de ah√≠ vengo, har√° cosa de 20 a√Īos, estuve 35 d√≠as en Oce√°nica, en Mazatl√°n, M√©xico, termin√© el proceso y nos fuimos de luna de miel al ‚Äúrancho Las Moras‚ÄĚ, ah√≠ estuvimos una maravillosa semana mi mujer y yo, llegando a M√©xico ca√≠ en los viejos moldes. ‚ÄĒNo te juntas con quien consum√≠as‚ÄĒ. No hagas nada a escondidas. Derr√≥tate ante las sustancias y bla, bla, bla,. Yo llegu√© a casa de mis, papas en la Ciudad de M√©xico, se me dijo que fuera a un grupo de Alcoh√≥licos An√≥nimos. Por supuesto que no fui, se me recomend√≥ ir a mantenimiento de la cl√≠nica en sus oficinas del Parque Hundido, tampoco fui. De repente me ech√© un pase de coca√≠na y as√≠ me fue, debido a que me prend√≠ m√°s y m√°s de la coca√≠na. Mi vida se torn√≥ completamente ingobernable, mis fondos fueron crueles, severos e irreversibles. Me volv√≠ loco. ‚ÄĒMe drogaba para vivir y viv√≠a para drogarme.

QUIEN TIENE LA INFORMACI√ďN, TIENE EL PODER DE DECISI√ďN

CON EL TIEMPO, he confirmado que se trata de una terrible enfermedad, la m√≠a, que es f√≠sica, emocional, mental, espiritual y ligada a mi personalidad; es, sin duda, gen√©tica, contagiosa, sutil, burlona, cruel, incurable, progresiva y mortal. Tuve que vivir mi propia experiencia para comprobar que solo no puedo. Hoy s√© que nos basta con tapar la botella, es mucho m√°s complejo, s√© que la familia, se enferma m√°s que el adicto, que no se trata de un resfriado, es muy profundo y complejo el tema. Veo a Ernesto a trav√©s de infinidad de personas con las que trato, palpo la mediocridad de mi ser, la dimensi√≥n de mi soberbia. Por supuesto el derroche de egos que me distinguen y la negaci√≥n que me domina, como la enorme ignorancia, puedo trabajar en mis propias depresiones, luchando contra mis pensamientos encontrados. Mi mente toxica y enferma, trabajar mi inestabilidad mental y emocional, soy bipolar, hipersensible y neur√≥tico. Con el tiempo he aprendido a soltar, a ponerme l√≠mites y a no engancharme, al menos solo por hoy. Hace un a√Īo muri√≥ Luis en mi casa de una congesti√≥n alcoh√≥lica, 66 a√Īos, un hombre que lo ten√≠a todo, casas, ranchos, propiedades, familia, y durante a√Īos lucho contra esta perra maldita perversa del alma, hasta que perdi√≥ la batalla. Luis cay√≥ en el abandono de s√≠ mismo, se dej√≥ vencer, hoy s√© que nadie va a hacer por m√≠, lo que yo tengo que hacer por m√≠.

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